COMING OF AGE
One, up to 18
How did it came to this?
There's much more down here than in the last time I've checked
Time to be direct (heh)
Than it comes to you, all of you
There's more feeling in this mix than there's red color in my hair
One is already hard, 11 is despair
But I couldn't hold on to me
It shouldn't be fair lock down this feelings
You look like the 18 years old lover I always wanted to have
Well, I'm 17, we still have some time ahead
I know it isn't right to have a heart this big
But I felt so cruel, I had to insist
Ready, set, go! All those paper hearts in binary to your door
So dumb, I can't deny
It was so innocent, so was I
[Vushh] right down the aorta
You met me a few times, I couldn't fall for a..
[fall sound]
There might be a bright side in not loving me back
Because ya'll always chose not to
And it seems to work out so well
Than it comes to you, all of you
There's more things I would like to say than there's tries that I've failed
It shouldn't be fair to lock down this feelings
You look like the 18 years old lover I always wanted to have
Well, I'm 17, we still have some time ahead
I know it isn't right to have a heart this big
But I felt so cruel, I had to insist
Ready, set, go! All those paper hearts in binary to your door
So dumb, I can't deny
It was so innocent, so was I
Maybe pretty faces won't get you trough
Did you throw them in the trash? Might be better for you
Divinity never felt so close
But you puked it out pink, what the hell, bro?
The almost first time, I won't forget
So the first deep look, too much to have
The coolest I've ever seen living
The saddest I've ever seen drinking
You started it, tachycardia ahead
A little self-worry wouldn't be so bad
I'm so sorry, with you, I was a mess
It was the first time I've ever met death
Because you look~~
You look like the 18 years old lover I always wanted to have
Well, I'm 17, we still have some time ahead
I know it isn't right to have a heart this big
But I felt so cruel, I had to insist
Ready, set, go! All those paper hearts in binary to your door
So dumb, I can't deny
It was so innocent, so was I
